Sunday, September 24, 2006
Deep in my closet
behind clothes and shoes
There's a box put away
filled with thoughts of u
Emails you wrote
lifting my heart
Ur words left unsent
that ripped me apart
Poems of love
to brighten my day
A notebook of stanzas
I cant throw away
I retrieve this box
once in a while
To relieve the past
And hoping to smile
But in reading ur words
tears filled my eyes
Within each line
a piece of me dies
For misunderstandings
tore us apart
Destroying our love
and breaking my heart
read this somewhere. feel the words.
i`ve been asking how the whole day. sighs.. HOW???
can`t believe i`m still blogging at 4am in the morning! well, good morning to all! haha!
had a long tiring day of fun, after a whole week of work especially, is great. met up with kor, tytan and will after kor`s soccer game. had stupid conversations which made me wanna laugh and cry. but it`s so nice to get together like this on a lazy afternoon. the lame jokes just keeps my day going. we chatted till we almost forgot the time and i`m supposed to meet danica with will and tytan at bugis!!! kor treated us to bbt. weets~ so as a form of courtesy, we sent him to the interchange and wait for him to board the bus before we left for bugis. =)
reached bugis and we shopped around aimlessly as usual. the shopping spree earned us nothing but pain in the legs! -.- accompanied danica to sim lim square after shopping to look at computer parts which look strangers to my eyes. found my sister who`s working there and gave danica and will some infomation. seems foreign to me still. -.- meanwhile while waiting for danica`s friend to reply her sms, we sat around at the staircase which was rather deserted and started the photo snapping exercise again. as usual, once we start, we can`t stop! LOL! took loads of pictures. some really dumb ones and some rather sweet. xDxD
went down to orchard. to DI 1st then to far east plaza. anyways my dumb hp died out on me again so i asked johnson to borrow the DI charger to help me charge my hp a little. i seriously need another hp. but i gotta save for uni. sighs.. ok back to the main topic. yes, we walked around far east plaza and just at the last minute before the shop closed, i got my bag. at 20% less since i was the last customer for the day the young man told me. =)) at last! xD
met pearl n shaohua at amk waiting for cong wei to fetch us to changi village. supposed to meet eedon but haven`t yet receive her sms so i decided to meet pearl n gang instead. yeah, congwei arrived and brought us to changi beach and changi village to sight-see. nothing in fact! a wasted trip. LOL! but it was fun riding around the mini bus. so comfy! and i fell asleep inside on the way home. zZzz... and tomorrow`s busy day again. going back to work and before that, tuition at rachel`s house. YANFANG MUST JIAYOU WOR! only me can cheer myself on. sighs..
tytan, me, danica and will.
i personally find this photo the prettiest of all!
me and danica, again.
urms... ehs...
will, me and tytan... so sad, it`s abit blur.
nephew and old aunty. =X
wei-bo didi and me!
last but not least, will`s pig face. it`s supposed to be 4 in 1 picture, but he`s happy he`s in the limelight now!!!
YAWNS... it`s 5am soon.
11:11 PM
Deep in my closet
behind clothes and shoes
There's a box put away
filled with thoughts of u
Emails you wrote
lifting my heart
Ur words left unsent
that ripped me apart
Poems of love
to brighten my day
A notebook of stanzas
I cant throw away
I retrieve this box
once in a while
To relieve the past
And hoping to smile
But in reading ur words
tears filled my eyes
Within each line
a piece of me dies
For misunderstandings
tore us apart
Destroying our love
and breaking my heart
read this somewhere. feel the words.
i`ve been asking how the whole day. sighs.. HOW???
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 11:11 PM
4:01 AM
can`t believe i`m still blogging at 4am in the morning! well, good morning to all! haha!
had a long tiring day of fun, after a whole week of work especially, is great. met up with kor, tytan and will after kor`s soccer game. had stupid conversations which made me wanna laugh and cry. but it`s so nice to get together like this on a lazy afternoon. the lame jokes just keeps my day going. we chatted till we almost forgot the time and i`m supposed to meet danica with will and tytan at bugis!!! kor treated us to bbt. weets~ so as a form of courtesy, we sent him to the interchange and wait for him to board the bus before we left for bugis. =)
reached bugis and we shopped around aimlessly as usual. the shopping spree earned us nothing but pain in the legs! -.- accompanied danica to sim lim square after shopping to look at computer parts which look strangers to my eyes. found my sister who`s working there and gave danica and will some infomation. seems foreign to me still. -.- meanwhile while waiting for danica`s friend to reply her sms, we sat around at the staircase which was rather deserted and started the photo snapping exercise again. as usual, once we start, we can`t stop! LOL! took loads of pictures. some really dumb ones and some rather sweet. xDxD
went down to orchard. to DI 1st then to far east plaza. anyways my dumb hp died out on me again so i asked johnson to borrow the DI charger to help me charge my hp a little. i seriously need another hp. but i gotta save for uni. sighs.. ok back to the main topic. yes, we walked around far east plaza and just at the last minute before the shop closed, i got my bag. at 20% less since i was the last customer for the day the young man told me. =)) at last! xD
met pearl n shaohua at amk waiting for cong wei to fetch us to changi village. supposed to meet eedon but haven`t yet receive her sms so i decided to meet pearl n gang instead. yeah, congwei arrived and brought us to changi beach and changi village to sight-see. nothing in fact! a wasted trip. LOL! but it was fun riding around the mini bus. so comfy! and i fell asleep inside on the way home. zZzz... and tomorrow`s busy day again. going back to work and before that, tuition at rachel`s house. YANFANG MUST JIAYOU WOR! only me can cheer myself on. sighs..
tytan, me, danica and will.
i personally find this photo the prettiest of all!
me and danica, again.
urms... ehs...
will, me and tytan... so sad, it`s abit blur.
nephew and old aunty. =X
wei-bo didi and me!
last but not least, will`s pig face. it`s supposed to be 4 in 1 picture, but he`s happy he`s in the limelight now!!!
YAWNS... it`s 5am soon.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 4:01 AM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
oh well, i`m here `cos i promised someone to blog. so that person should feel honoured, `cos i`m super duper lazy actually, especially after class. and now i`ve to forgo watching 恶作剧之吻. so janice, are you feeling guilty? hmmm, don`t take it to heart, i`m just joking my dear. =) here my entry goes..
..160906..
yes, as blogged in the previous entry, i went out with eedon in the late afternoon after tuition. went to tampines mall and got ourselves loaded with cosmestics(`cos meixian`s got staff discount!) and we got ourselves a pair of shoes. so glad `cos guess what? i`ve found the shoes of the same design i bought on v-day this year which due to wear and tear, had been reluctantly discarded. close friends should know why i said i`m reluctant. but nonethelessly, i bought the shoes again without hesitation. den put them on instantly like the 1st time i bought them at JP. then happily, me and eedon went to meet sister and desmond to attend iskandar's wedding. i should say it`s a very nice and different experiencce of another culture. everything`s fresh to me, and yes, i do not understand the malay language during the solemnisation ceremony. after the whole thing, i got iskandar to explain to us. =) at least i learnt a little from there. a fruitful trip indeed. i witnessed the entire ceremony and was very touched and happy for iskandar. we`d been hearing him nagging about his marriage since january this year and finally, he upgraded his status! xDxD
something unhappy happened in the midst though but i hope things turn out better already. `cos i do not want to see my friends hurt. especially him. i did all i could already. if it`s still not enough, i do not know what else i could`ve done. i only need you to believe what i`ve told you, putting aside the trust issue. if you don`t doubt me, i`m very much contented and appreciated already.
..170906..
went back to help sportslink USQ. left to collect shoes for him at sportslink hougang mall. then travelled to rivervale plaza to meet dar and zhutou for dinner. bought my breakfasts and campbell soup from NTUC. i want to learn cooking and making soups from zhutou!!! heh heh heh!!! then i`ll find "guinea pigs" to try! any volunteers? xDxD
..180906..
happy birthday to mom and vanessa!!!! had steamboat with family at home. i love that feeling when everyone sit together for a meal in front of the television set. =)
..190906..
today? one word. BAD. don`t wanna talk about it. =X
the bride is so pretty!!! no wonder iskandar`s eager to get married. =pPp
our dear groom, iskandar. he knows i want to take his picture so he purposely look towards my camera! great!
the newly-weds and US!
USQ Sportslink staff and ex-staff. =)
okies the pictures are finally up. bear with me, i`m such a dumb pig who just can`t get things right. LOL! thanks dar!! *muackies*
11:22 PM
oh well, i`m here `cos i promised someone to blog. so that person should feel honoured, `cos i`m super duper lazy actually, especially after class. and now i`ve to forgo watching 恶作剧之吻. so janice, are you feeling guilty? hmmm, don`t take it to heart, i`m just joking my dear. =) here my entry goes..
..160906..
yes, as blogged in the previous entry, i went out with eedon in the late afternoon after tuition. went to tampines mall and got ourselves loaded with cosmestics(`cos meixian`s got staff discount!) and we got ourselves a pair of shoes. so glad `cos guess what? i`ve found the shoes of the same design i bought on v-day this year which due to wear and tear, had been reluctantly discarded. close friends should know why i said i`m reluctant. but nonethelessly, i bought the shoes again without hesitation. den put them on instantly like the 1st time i bought them at JP. then happily, me and eedon went to meet sister and desmond to attend iskandar's wedding. i should say it`s a very nice and different experiencce of another culture. everything`s fresh to me, and yes, i do not understand the malay language during the solemnisation ceremony. after the whole thing, i got iskandar to explain to us. =) at least i learnt a little from there. a fruitful trip indeed. i witnessed the entire ceremony and was very touched and happy for iskandar. we`d been hearing him nagging about his marriage since january this year and finally, he upgraded his status! xDxD
something unhappy happened in the midst though but i hope things turn out better already. `cos i do not want to see my friends hurt. especially him. i did all i could already. if it`s still not enough, i do not know what else i could`ve done. i only need you to believe what i`ve told you, putting aside the trust issue. if you don`t doubt me, i`m very much contented and appreciated already.
..170906..
went back to help sportslink USQ. left to collect shoes for him at sportslink hougang mall. then travelled to rivervale plaza to meet dar and zhutou for dinner. bought my breakfasts and campbell soup from NTUC. i want to learn cooking and making soups from zhutou!!! heh heh heh!!! then i`ll find "guinea pigs" to try! any volunteers? xDxD
..180906..
happy birthday to mom and vanessa!!!! had steamboat with family at home. i love that feeling when everyone sit together for a meal in front of the television set. =)
..190906..
today? one word. BAD. don`t wanna talk about it. =X
the bride is so pretty!!! no wonder iskandar`s eager to get married. =pPp
our dear groom, iskandar. he knows i want to take his picture so he purposely look towards my camera! great!
the newly-weds and US!
USQ Sportslink staff and ex-staff. =)
okies the pictures are finally up. bear with me, i`m such a dumb pig who just can`t get things right. LOL! thanks dar!! *muackies*
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 11:22 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006
maybe eedon was right. =)
sprained my ankle on tuesday morning in the midst of catching a train. i fell down and it`s so embarrassing! seen a doctor and it`s on its way to recovery. nobody`s hand was there for me to grab so i just bit my own hand. pathetic right? but i think that`s what showed me i`m stronger. =) back to work on monday. heard that yvonne had set challenges for me. if i can complete that, i`ll earn myself $150 which they want me to spend on the company DnD. i`m not keen actually. i rather save it for uni next year! by the way, i`ve never been to prom nights or DnDs before. what is it really like to dress up like a Cinderella? well, i`ll never be one. i want a makeover when i`m 21. but then i`ll still have my braces on. so it`'ll not turn out so nice also. -.-
going to iskandar`s wedding with eedon, desmond and 'sister' in the evening, but will be meeting eedon 1st to walk around. Congrats to iskandar!!! 1st time attending my own friend`s wedding. just like what i told my friends, we used to receive birthday invitations, now we receive "red bombs". a few years later your mum and dad are gonna ask you when you're going to get married, and have kids. that was stressful. so before that better enjoy life and singlehood first! anyways later i have loads to share with 'sister'. we all really miss him in sportslink. xD gonna put on some make up? will i look weird? see if meixian`s working, if not i`'ll probably get her help `cos she`s only next door!
tonight shall come back with some pictures. =)
till then people.
9:38 AM
maybe eedon was right. =)
sprained my ankle on tuesday morning in the midst of catching a train. i fell down and it`s so embarrassing! seen a doctor and it`s on its way to recovery. nobody`s hand was there for me to grab so i just bit my own hand. pathetic right? but i think that`s what showed me i`m stronger. =) back to work on monday. heard that yvonne had set challenges for me. if i can complete that, i`ll earn myself $150 which they want me to spend on the company DnD. i`m not keen actually. i rather save it for uni next year! by the way, i`ve never been to prom nights or DnDs before. what is it really like to dress up like a Cinderella? well, i`ll never be one. i want a makeover when i`m 21. but then i`ll still have my braces on. so it`'ll not turn out so nice also. -.-
going to iskandar`s wedding with eedon, desmond and 'sister' in the evening, but will be meeting eedon 1st to walk around. Congrats to iskandar!!! 1st time attending my own friend`s wedding. just like what i told my friends, we used to receive birthday invitations, now we receive "red bombs". a few years later your mum and dad are gonna ask you when you're going to get married, and have kids. that was stressful. so before that better enjoy life and singlehood first! anyways later i have loads to share with 'sister'. we all really miss him in sportslink. xD gonna put on some make up? will i look weird? see if meixian`s working, if not i`'ll probably get her help `cos she`s only next door!
tonight shall come back with some pictures. =)
till then people.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 9:38 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
some things change, like seasons do.
some things cease its operation, like the depletion of the battery life in your mp3 player.
some things can`t be forced, just like nature will only take its course and not otherwise.
life is just a temporary assignment. as long as i live my best, my mission`s accomplished.
should i or should i not?
commit or trait?
follow or relent?
listen or rebel?
talk or mum?
game or not?
up to me not the crowd.
you can mess with my life, but you can`t mess with my mind.
why should i be honest to them when i`m even deceiving myself?
can i just tell the truth? i can`t.
i can`t cry, i forbid so.
i must never bow down to defeat.
i feel like hugging my pillows, my chip, my piglets.
suddenly.
一个像夏天,一个像秋天...
10:42 PM
some things change, like seasons do.
some things cease its operation, like the depletion of the battery life in your mp3 player.
some things can`t be forced, just like nature will only take its course and not otherwise.
life is just a temporary assignment. as long as i live my best, my mission`s accomplished.
should i or should i not?
commit or trait?
follow or relent?
listen or rebel?
talk or mum?
game or not?
up to me not the crowd.
you can mess with my life, but you can`t mess with my mind.
why should i be honest to them when i`m even deceiving myself?
can i just tell the truth? i can`t.
i can`t cry, i forbid so.
i must never bow down to defeat.
i feel like hugging my pillows, my chip, my piglets.
suddenly.
一个像夏天,一个像秋天...
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:42 PM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
..020906..
back to USQ Sportslink. the place looks rather different now. feeling indifferent `cos 'sister' and eedon`s not around. and the pantry is pathetically tiny! or perhaps it`s me who`d grown horizontally. xD desmond and raymond said i`m fat. >.<>
..030906..
went to eedon`s friends`s salon for a haircut and hair treatment. almost rebonded my hair but was on 2nd thoughts. not now i think. went to IMM with eedon after that to see her idol. my 1st time in the whole 20 years of my life i stepped into IMM. LOL! found my long-missed candice there. she`s still as pretty as ever. =) after exchanging those normal greetings for each other, me and eedon left to get our things and we decided on party world orchard at the eleventh hour! of course four hours were`nt enough for us, since when 4 hours are enough for people who love singing. reached home around 2am. could`nt sleep `cos something in my mind bother me. but anyways, the reflections made me realise certain things from another perspective. however i lost my appetite for the next 3 days. practically living on juices and small snacks. felt faint but when i see rice and noodles, i got nauseous. hate that feeling.
..070906..
went out with danica after work and tuition. to tampines mc-cafe. had my doses of choco to cheer myself on.
..080906..
RELEASE OF JAY CHOU`S NEW ALBUM, STILL FANTASY! but however due to some lame reasons, the shipment at taiwan got delayed and i can`t get my pre-ordered album! to appease my anger and anxiety, me and danica went to grab a pillow from precious moments each and headed to watch `little man`. 4 out of 5 popcorns i would rate. superbly funny, can`t help giggling from the moment we stepped into the cinema(`cos we were late) till the end of show. some touching scenes at the resolution part as well.
..090906..
FINALLY! i got my jay chou`s album! brought rachel to hougang mall`s library with dar and to do some sand painting as a belated teachers` day present for dar. me and rachel did something for janice who was not there also. hoping to cheer her up from her bad moods. =) out to the funfair after that as permitted by her grandma. she insisted me to get on the ride with her. perhaps i was already trained on the escape theme park trips i went, it does`nt seem so scary after all. but.. i still shouted. =p enjoyed myself though in the midst of things, rachel mood swung. but after pampering her, things turned out fine. being a teacher`s not easy, but i think being a mom is so much tougher! don`t ask me why. just got the sudden thought. kekes..
thanks to qing qing for the book you bought me as a present.
thanks to you-know-who-you-are. the ones who`d been sending me messages day and night to push me through. i`ll definitely pull through. i remember the words my girls back in college told me. 2003`s me will make it.
thanks to...........
here are the pictures for the past week:
10:34 PM
..020906..
back to USQ Sportslink. the place looks rather different now. feeling indifferent `cos 'sister' and eedon`s not around. and the pantry is pathetically tiny! or perhaps it`s me who`d grown horizontally. xD desmond and raymond said i`m fat. >.<>
..030906..
went to eedon`s friends`s salon for a haircut and hair treatment. almost rebonded my hair but was on 2nd thoughts. not now i think. went to IMM with eedon after that to see her idol. my 1st time in the whole 20 years of my life i stepped into IMM. LOL! found my long-missed candice there. she`s still as pretty as ever. =) after exchanging those normal greetings for each other, me and eedon left to get our things and we decided on party world orchard at the eleventh hour! of course four hours were`nt enough for us, since when 4 hours are enough for people who love singing. reached home around 2am. could`nt sleep `cos something in my mind bother me. but anyways, the reflections made me realise certain things from another perspective. however i lost my appetite for the next 3 days. practically living on juices and small snacks. felt faint but when i see rice and noodles, i got nauseous. hate that feeling.
..070906..
went out with danica after work and tuition. to tampines mc-cafe. had my doses of choco to cheer myself on.
..080906..
RELEASE OF JAY CHOU`S NEW ALBUM, STILL FANTASY! but however due to some lame reasons, the shipment at taiwan got delayed and i can`t get my pre-ordered album! to appease my anger and anxiety, me and danica went to grab a pillow from precious moments each and headed to watch `little man`. 4 out of 5 popcorns i would rate. superbly funny, can`t help giggling from the moment we stepped into the cinema(`cos we were late) till the end of show. some touching scenes at the resolution part as well.
..090906..
FINALLY! i got my jay chou`s album! brought rachel to hougang mall`s library with dar and to do some sand painting as a belated teachers` day present for dar. me and rachel did something for janice who was not there also. hoping to cheer her up from her bad moods. =) out to the funfair after that as permitted by her grandma. she insisted me to get on the ride with her. perhaps i was already trained on the escape theme park trips i went, it does`nt seem so scary after all. but.. i still shouted. =p enjoyed myself though in the midst of things, rachel mood swung. but after pampering her, things turned out fine. being a teacher`s not easy, but i think being a mom is so much tougher! don`t ask me why. just got the sudden thought. kekes..
thanks to qing qing for the book you bought me as a present.
thanks to you-know-who-you-are. the ones who`d been sending me messages day and night to push me through. i`ll definitely pull through. i remember the words my girls back in college told me. 2003`s me will make it.
thanks to...........
here are the pictures for the past week:
my doses of choco... heart them loads.
as usual, i`m in love with myself. new yet unchanged hairdo.
me and eedon. fat me. =(
me and eedon again. fat me still. =(
the neo-prints today. 2 teachers and a tuition kid. ok, now i don`t look so fat. happy! i think rachel`s pretty ya?!
---bai se feng che---
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 10:34 PM